so i when i wear my shades i up the brightness on my computer so i can see shit and sometimes i take off my shades when they start to hurt my nose this is the outcome of that shit
one eye is red the other is blue hearts gone pounding beating fast for you hit like a rhythm drummin like a beat sup sweet honeybee my heart you can keep happy vday boy your prescence is a drug always begging for more my precious lovebug bittersweet twotone tearin through my zone forget to tell you that i love you?? you know i wont cause youre the best thing thats happened to me like some angel right out of my dreams you know that my heart is in your hands got red feelings that i cant understand but try just for you know i look like a tool but ill let my guard down you push back all my cool hit me right to the core with your psionic shock i can see through the timeline forever together right on the clock tick tock so ill wrap this up with only one thing to say my beautiful trollboy you help me make it through the day and just so you know ill never be too cool to remind you always that man i love you
— love dave ps have fun getting all that sap off of you hahaha
three days without and im a whiney ass shit dont get what i want and i throw a fit pathetic fuck i gotta get my head in gear before he gets tired of this and is out of here so fast that i wont get a chance to say goodbye next time no one to take the tears from my eyes id do anything to keep this guy but my missing him leaves that defied cause i cant keep my mouth shit looks this im running out of luck because fuck i miss him so much we talk everyday and i should be fine with that but after awhile i need more than these quick chats always thinkin please dont ignore me this time im gonna go right out of my fuckin mind cause every day im reminded of his past beauts always wondering how im fit to suit i cant even fix the pain of one useless might as well burn me up in the bright green sun took a hit to my ego now i just dont know are we flying high like an eagle or will i soon be flying solo?? and i know some shits more important than me but my heart cant seem to follow that philosophy left for a day and suddenly its a tragedy well not to him but it is for me ive never felt so many feelings shit now my head is reeling is this the floor or the ceiling is he for real or just teasing alls i want is to be a number one priority but from where hes from … they dont do that sorta thing and i understand that but i cant stand that suddenly finding myself needier than im supposed to be so dependent on him how can he depend on me??
